Learning to trust

Learning to trust is tough.

I've always struggled with a lack of trust in many areas. It grew stronger as I grew older. Marrying Ken helped tremendously, as he has faith that moves mountains. I can see how I've grown in the trust area in the past five years....but I still have a long way to go.

No answers today....just questions. Wondering why God's timing is what it is....although that's really not any of my business (He is God, I'm not!). Wondering what God has up His sleeve for my life. Wondering why I seem to fall into the same traps time after time....why I don't learn my lesson after once or twice.

Thank goodness God has all time, all events, every aspect of my life in His control. I always make a royal mess out of things when I think I can do things on my own.

Today is a big lesson in trust. Today is one of many days with that lesson to learn, actually. That's one of the greatest things about Him.....He keeps giving us practice, more chances....even though we are stubborn and "just don't get it," repeating the same thing the next time around.

Thank You, God, for your patience....for Your neverending love.....for your faithfulness. You give when I don't deserve. You love when I'm unlovable.

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